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Sunday, September 23, 2007 Y

"Time will heal all wounds."
Or so the saying goes.
What happens to those significant few
Who never heals?

Some people cannot let go
As they say,
I cannot,I love him too much
But it hurts
It hurts so bad you want to rip out your heart
Just to make the pain stop
To will future pains away,
Out of your life
The pains when a loved one breaks you fragile soul
All the while sneering behind your back
While he messages you on your phone
"I'm sorry."
Its like hooks from the pits of despair
Dragging you down with them as they launch back into their lairs
Waiting ever so long for your next foolish mistake

Is it better to just shut off?
To never love again?
Or move on,
Start a new life,
One you never had but dreamed of all the time
Will that be better,
Than weeping your tears of sorrow
Wallowing in your depression
Sinking so deep under
Theres no hope of every coming out again?

All I can do for you now,
Is suggest,
For I am merely a stranger in your life
And you are no more than aquaintances
People in my past,present and future.
I wish you well.
In never loving again.


{{ 9/23/2007 09:13:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}


Saturday, September 22, 2007 Y

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{{ 9/22/2007 08:13:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}


Tuesday, September 11, 2007 Y

Today the class got scolded by Mrs. Quek.
Well,i was bored.
And guess what i came up with in 10 minutes:D
ENJOY

"An X marks the hidden treasure"
Or so the legend goes.

Hauntingly beautiful
I am alone
The sole presence in the chilling room
Of unforgotten memories
There
I stay
Safe within the embrace of a long gone lover
Of books, poetry and art to amuse me
Feelings have long gone extinct
Perhaps they slumber in my memory
A torrent of never-ending blows
Or maybe I never knew it
I found the discovered they called hate
Upon unleashing the word they knew as love
Now
I do my best
To hate the ceaseless world around me
A bleeding wound
Nestled fresh in my breasts
Tearing into my very essence
It pains me so
I wish the gods would just spare me
Yet
They never seem to yield
Ever
I never discovered the one they called friends
Neither the word trust
As all I have in this world
Is me
My dearly beloved
And aquaintences
Yes
Of that I have plentiful
Who have all suited my purposes
Of unlimitting sacrifices


{{ 9/11/2007 09:12:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}


Y

today went to the fucking skin doctor for my fucking checkup.
I'm on antibiotics thats why my skin is freaking dry.
anyway.
had to do the routine blood-test and let me tell u something.
did it FUCKING HURT!!
oh yea.
and at the same time i did the freakin hepititis A AND B injection.
combined into one,so instead of 5 injections i only take 3.
but still.
it was more FUCKING PAIN than the blood-test.
and let me tell u something.
that is ALOT to say.
anyway.
my arm feels like its just been in a boxing match.
it as the victim.
hope I'm sick enough to pon school tomorrow.


{{ 9/11/2007 09:07:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}


Monday, September 10, 2007 Y

have not blogged for like a REALLY REALLY LONG TIME:D
so now,i shall do the honors of UPDATING:D

8th SEPTEMBER,2007(sat)

went for learning lab as usual in the morning.
when i went subway for lunch,who was there drinking coke and playing his PSP but MR BRYAN BAY himself:D(apparently,he has acquired two more NEW piercings,excluding the one he already has.MY EYES ARE THE WITNESS)

9th SEPTEMBER,2007(sun)

left the house at like 7.30 am!!!
WE WENT BATAM.
seriously,that is the BEST shopping place in the whole world.
its possible to find REAL brands at REALLY REALLY CHEAP prices.
i came back happy with 2 pairs of cheap KAPPA shoes and a THREESECOND tee-shirt:D

10th SEPTEMBER,2007(today)

first day school reopened again.
i was in deep crap.
didnt bring ALOT of needed things.
and my test was like CRAP.
i bet im gonna fail this math test.
and chinese was fucking boring(no offense Mr. Khong)
oh and btw, the puppet show today,that was pretty cool.



{{ 9/10/2007 06:37:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}






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.Do what you want to do,for the world has many hypocrites.
.Dance like you noone's watching,love like tomorrow's the end.
.True love waits.
.Don't always think cos shes always smiling happily outside that she isn't crying her heart out inside, where you cannot see her.

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