Friday, August 29, 2008 Y
teachers day was today.
gave the presents.
overall.
it SUCKED.
the performance was quite good though.
but i just screwed up the whole cheer.
haiz.
cant be helped.
went home library study for a while.
saw elliot there.
then when to play bball.
Ravi was there.
so was Bohjun(sp?)
hes fucking accurate.
then Michael,Daniel,Darwin and some dude came.
stupid dude.
push Michael.
argument and fight commenced.
about how not to push.
and the dude cursing Michael.
and Michael asking him to watch his mouth and learn respect.
the dudes only 15 for fucking sake.
he SHOULD learn.
all im gonna say to Michael is:
你别管他那么多
他认为自己是最好的，最厉害的。
你何必为了这种人浪费力气呢？
打赢他，他就不能多说什么了。
保重
Michael ended up with a twisted ankle.
hope he gets better.
soon.
like in the 1week holiday.
its gonna be BORING without him.
ciaos.
{{ 8/29/2008 10:11:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Monday, August 25, 2008 Y
went for the RG against SC match today.
needless to say.
we lost.
as usual.
haiz.
and all i can say now,
to someone,
is RECOVER SOON.
urgh.
people make me so pissed off.
played with the guys today.
Michael passed me the ball.
to shoot.
then it was so bloody near.
and it couldnt go in.
im SO gonna need to practice more.
ciaos.
{{ 8/25/2008 10:07:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Friday, August 22, 2008 Y
today mr teo talked to me about joining back the team.
i dont really know what i should do.
firstly.
i'v told luke before i wouldnt.
secondly.
athena is SURE to be upset.
thirdly.
i dont think i can da han their trainings.
well.
im not sure what im gonna do.
on top of that athena gave me a letter today.
overall.
its about STICKING TO MY DECISIONS.
yep.
she doesnt want me to join.
oh did i ever say i hate the rain?
i hate the rain.
cos of the rain theres a high chance i cant bball today.
damn annoying.
i wanna play bball.
urgh.
and nxt friday cant bball.
cos dad booked hotel for family.
and im inclined to follow the family.
damn annoying.
ciaos.
{{ 8/22/2008 05:19:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 Y
today had training with Luke.
Tiziana came along.
then Wei Yuan came.
and me and her were laughing the whole time.
well.
did under basket drills.
dribbling.
ball handling.
1on1.
and then we played Ravi and Darwin 2on2.
we won 7-2.
fun enough.
though my back was KILLING me the whole bloody time.
{{ 8/20/2008 06:28:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Monday, August 18, 2008 Y
got my coach back.
at least.
well.
today just totally SUCKED.
seriously.
rain rain rain.
and nothing but more rain.
tomorrow got science test.
cant be bothered to study.
boring.
wrote a story.
should be on FictionPress soon.
really soon.
as soon as the 2 day thing is over.
urgh.
im cold.
gonna shower.
ciao.
{{ 8/18/2008 08:59:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Saturday, August 16, 2008 Y
hes right next to me.
yet he doesnt know.
that i hurt every time.
besides.
hes right.
doesnt matter.
all that matters is.
the team.
{{ 8/16/2008 12:01:00 am -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Thursday, August 14, 2008 Y
yea.
he knows how fucking much i hate it.
the feeling of being useless.
of not being able to do anything.
to just sit there.
when my friends are suffering inside.
he knows it.
but he doesnt have to change.
its him.
after all.
its not like im an oh-so-important person to him.
fuck.
i can barely say im close to him.
i hate it when fuckers just want to act strong on the outside.
cant they see that they're just hurting the people around them.
cant they fucking see that there are people who actually want to help them.
cant they,for gods sake see that there are people who dont want to see them sad.
its just screwed up.
everything.
everyone.
most of all.
me.
and thats all to it.
i dont know if im still fit to be called a friend to you.
but yeah.
its your business.
how you want to run it.
im not going to care anymore.
im not going to ask you.
why this,what that.
nil.
i'll give you your space.
you give me mine.
your freedom.
my freedom.
and its done.
{{ 8/14/2008 10:43:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 Y
really really really sick today.
played Hopdance for a while.
met Luke's friend,pearl.
shes...nice.
seems really close to Luke.
doesnt matter..
does it....
{{ 8/13/2008 10:09:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 Y
today school was on fucking PISS ME OFF mode.
people in 2PE.
cant you realize that since you're already late from lecture to pe,
that you can go STRAIGHT to pe.
but NOOOOOOO.
must slowly SAUNTER back to class.
put your fucking things.
then go.
and since Andrea had the sense to go down straight,
you guys were waiting outside class like idiots.
alanna had to go call you guys.
waste her time.
waste my time.
waste mr ang's time.
and you guys made him fucking pissed.
pissed enough that he REFUSED to teach.
and the only thing i was looking forward to today was PE.
and you go ruin it.
and tiziana still has the guts to ask.
"why so angry for what"
other people can take the trouble to come down ON TIME.
and yet you guys go ruin everything by comming down LATE.
spoil everyone's day.
the running part after that i didnt really care.
then when apologizing.
STILL sound so damned happy.
dunno how to have REMORSE issit?!
mr ang scolding some people still talking to each other.
dunno how to shut the hell up.
i really hate this class.
cant study.
Luke kana bike crash.
leg injured.
cant walk or bike over.
doesnt matter.
let him rest at home.
instead of dragging him ALL the way over here.
i wanna go see the kids performance.
see his full potential.
its something to be proud of after all.
no matter how the performance turns out to be.
you just know you tried your best.
i'll try to go watch the kid's performance.
not gonna let my parents know.
otherwise sure cant go.
dont feel like training tomorrow night though.
wrist still hurts.
think i can pull off another week with an injured wrist...?
{{ 8/12/2008 03:00:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
Saturday, August 09, 2008 Y
Went out with YunFei,Arthur,Gabriel and his friend today.
I WAS THE ONLY GIRL THANKS TO NAZIRA.
Watched THE MUMMY,TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR.
Bloody nice.
Anti-climax ending though.
Too happy.
Way too happy.
And Eve looks like shit.
Wanted to play bball with the rest.
They didnt wanna.
Arthur didnt wanna.
And since Arthur didnt wanna,Gabriel didnt wanna.
Cos he said it would be boring going home.
PISS ME OFF.
Wanted to find a playground to emo.
RAINING.
And there were LEETLE kids there.
Bloody monkeys.
So just had to make do with void deck.
What sort of shit National Day is this man.
URGH.
Tomorrow better not rain.
I HAVE TO PLAY BBALL TO GET EVERYTHING OUTTA MY SYSTEM.
Out.
{{ 8/09/2008 06:32:00 pm -
Her heart is still bleeding}
