Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my love
Goodbye this painful feeling in my heart

Did I tell you I miss you?
Do you know I do?

Did I tell you how much you mean to me?
Do you know how much I do?

I loved you
I love you
I will always love you

Hate me
Hate me for the hurt I've done to you
Hate me so when I disappear off this earth you wouldn't hurt so much
Hate me
Please

You said you loved me
Then you disappeared
And now you're back
Saying that maybe
You didn't love me after-all
Not at all
Just the physical love of sex
Just the emotional love of pleasure
Who were you kidding?
You never loved me
But I fell for it
And now it hurts

Through the jokes, laughs and memorable times
I fell in love

Through the pain, tears and sad memories
I fell in love

Through the days of running through the rain under a single umbrella with my shirt completely soaked
I fell in love

With you
The one who captured my heart
The one who already has a lover

Through all the pain I've felt from this unrequited love
I fell out of love
Forever

You walk towards me with that passion in your eyes
Arms outstretched
You walk right past me
To that brazen beauty behind
A hug, a peck on the cheek
The tears fall

You once said you hated me.
Then I found out from your friends that you saved every msn conversation we had.
You lied.
Why?

You once said you despise me.
Then I found out from your mother that you kept pictures of me on your wall.
You lied.
Why?

You once said you detest me.
Then I found out from your sister that you memorized my various mobile numbers.
You lied.
Why?

You once said you loved me.
Did you lie?

The heart beating inside my chest
Under the bosoms heaving as I cry
Beats for you

The heart beating inside my chest
Under the bosoms trembling as I whimper in fear
Beats for you

The heart beating inside my chest
Under the bosoms pressed tightly against my knees as I curl up
Will always beat for you

How many cuts can I make?
How much blood can I lose before I lose consiousness?
How much pain can I take before I lose my mind?
How many times can my heart be broken, torn apart, ripped in two?
Lets count.
Lets wait.
We'll see.
And when I finally die, please.
Throw away that heart in your hand.

Copy-writed from a facebook group~
Hope you guys out there learn something from this :3

100 things girls want guys to know:

1.A girl will always, always, always, find out if you lie, so don't do it.
2.We don't like talking dirty as much as you like hearing it.
3.We aren't as open about what we do in private as you are so don't ask
4.Don't ask a girl about her weight, she'll freak out.
5.Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt if you hurt her.
6. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
7: A girl will do almost ANYTHING to bring your name up in a conversation
8. Girls always talk about guys, like, ALWAYS. So don't even think about cheating, cos we will find out.
9.We don't like being called sexy or hot. Calling us beautiful will always score you more points.
10. PMS: It really does make us feel like shit, so don't be grossed out by it because then it just makes us feel worse about ourselves.
11. We want to be with you. It doesn't matter where, it doesn't matter when, we just want to be with you.
12. If you kiss us in front of your friends, jackpot (: .
13. If we slap you, you deserved it bitch.
14. We don't mind paying for half of everything. But it makes you look like an asshole to everyone else.
15. A girl should always get three things from her boyfriend during the period of the relationship: a stuffed animal; a sweatshirt of his; a ring or a necklace, no matter how serious the relationship is.
16. If a guy is bothering us and we tell you, it's not because were trying to piss you off, its because were scared and want you to protect us.
17. When shes texts you late at night, its because she cant get you out of her head.
18. We're very jealous, so if your talking to your girl friend ( friend that is a girl) , pull your actual girlfriend closer to you, to make her feel more important.
19. When shes mad at you, kiss her.
20. When shes not mad at you, kiss her.
21. When shes upset, kiss her. ( do you see a pattern? )
22. DO NOT flirt with our friends or relatives, even jokingly. It pisses us off.
23. Guys that smell good = HOT.
24. Okay, seriously, NOT EVER GIRL IS GOING TO BE A SIZE 3 so learn to deal with that, and look for something more then a girl that can pull of a bikini, because very few can.
25. When shes upset and she puts her head on your shoulder, she wants you to put your arm around he rand tell her everything is gonna be okay.
26: When a girl bites her lip, she wants you to kiss her.
27. Don't beat around the bush. If you want to know something, just ask us. If we don't tell you, then we don't want you to know. point blank.
28.When she asks you what she should wear, its because she want you to think about her looking cute.
29. Girls like wearing sweats more then tight jeans and little tees so don't even judge a girl by what she wears to school.
30. Cute love letters, flowers in her locker, and surprise hugs will always score you major points.
31. No matter how much of a bitch she may be, you HAVE to be nice to the best friend(s) because they are going to know your relationship inside and out.
32. If you introduce us to your friends and your going out, you damn better call us your girlfriend or we will move on.
33. When we complain about something hurting, we really mean touch me here.
34. Girls love when you play with their hair and touch their face. It most definitely will make a girl blush and smile.
35. Its hard for us to trust people, but once we trust you, we honestly and truly trust you.
36. If you don't think the relationship is going anywhere, TELL US, don't go and tell your friends and then break up with us. It will seriously scar us for the rest of our lives.
37. Girls like being picked up and carried around, but BE CAREFUL. We're fragile.(:
38. Girls love a guy that can make them laugh.
39. Ex girlfriends piss us off. So if your not sure if your over them or not, don't even bother with us.
40.Girls love it when guys comment on our eyes. It shows that your looking at us, not our boobs.
41. Don't tell us that you understand when you don't.
42. When were mad at you, we're freaking mad, so let us cool off before you say you're sorry.
43. We always dream about being kissed in the rain
44. Once you tell a girl that you can play the guitar or you can sing, she will wait for the day when you perform for her and she will fall for you (:
45. Sensitivity is a good thing, but don't make us be the man in the relationship.We want someone that's gonna protect us, not someone that we're gonna have to comfort every night, we have enough insecurities of our own.
46. Girls like guys that are spontaneous. If you like a girl, walk up to her and be like "Wow your gorgeous can I have your number?" Seriously it makes our day (:
47. If a girl really trusts you, she will tell you everything that's bothering her, so listen don't just tune out and ignore us, its a major thing if we tell you that stuff.
48. Seriously, we hate when you play your Xbox more then you talk to us. If you love that thing so much, date it not us.
49. When a girl asks you to call her, it's because she wants to fall asleep to your voice
50. If we're dating, there always has to be tension. Sometime we're just gonna pick a fight with you because everything can't always be perfect, so don't take it to heart.
51.Guys, w know your competitive, but let us win every once in a while, otherwise we're gonna think you're cocky and that right there is a major turn off.
52. Girls like playing little cute games like 20 questions or what if.
53.We really don't care as much about what a guy looks like as much as you guys care about how a girl looks. Personality is number 1.
54. All a girl usually looks for in a guy ( physically) is a nice smile and honest eyes.
55. Girls like video games too, so don't always assume were cute little mall girls.
56. Some girls like sports too, and sometimes shes gonna root for her team, sorry baby.
57. We love being told that you were thinking about us all day.
58. If a girl constantly runs her fingers through her hair, she's doing it to get your attention, some kind of sexual hint that she likes you (:
59. We don't like when your texting when you're with us, unless you're texting the guy next to you asking for tips, cos we do the same thing (:
60. Being nice and cute will always make a girl talk about you. Always.
61.Don't ever lie to us and then say oh it was a test. No, that was the end of our relationship.- BEEP-
62. Don't EVER text us saying hey baby whats up? And then saying oh sorry wrong text. Believe me, it has happened.
63. A girl will spend hours on her appearance, so always compliment her on it.
64. A girl really only wants to make you happy.
65. When a girl says, should i dye my hair or should i change my * insert body part here* the answer is ALWAYS " baby, your perfect the way you are"
66. Girl will only ask a guys advice if she really trusts him.
67. There is no such thing as a shy girl after the age of 16. After that, all girls are acting.
68. The minute a girl decides to be with you, she's already decided that anytime you need it, she'll sacrifice anything necessary to get to you. Anything, anytime, anywhere.
69. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
70. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
71. If you DIDN'T sleep with us, DON'T tell your friends you did
72. If you DID sleep with us, DON'T tell your friends you did.
73. She loves when you play with her hands
74. Kissing her on the stomach will always make her smile
75. Whisper "I love you" in her ear and she will be turned on. BUT DON'T SAY IT UNLESS YOU MEAN IT!!!
76. When we come home from a date with you, its always adorable when you text us three seconds after we get home saying " I miss you"
77. Okay, you knew it was coming. Memorize our birthdays and call us at 12:00 . it makes a world of difference.
78. DON'T EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER HIT, PUSH, SHOVE,SLAP, OR HURT A GIRL IN ANY WAY.
79. Don't be late, it hurts us a lot.
80. When you say your gonna do something, do it dammit.
81. We think about you all the time.
82. If your sitting next to us in class and we're working on something, its cute to get a note saying " hi baby (:" and it will make us smile.
83.Girls don't always want to hang out with girls. Just because we have guy friends does not mean that we want to be with them. We probably already had the chance and didn't take it.
84. Don't expect us to make the same mistakes your ex did. If we do, it is not because there is some huge conspiracy against you. Maybe you're making a mistake, not us. Don't compare our mistakes to hers
85. We know you don't care about what happened in our day, but listen. It hurts us a lot when you don't pay attention.
86.We don't like to be nagged about where we are going or what we are doing either, but we usually hear you out.
87. We're emotional and act in mysterious ways, but you are pushing a huge button when you call us crazy.
88. Girls will stare at their phone until we get a call or text from you.
89. When we're with you, we will always try to sit/ stand next to you, just hoping for the chance to touch you in even the smallest possible way.
90. Not all girls that are dancers/cheerleaders are whores, so don't assume just cos that's our sport that we're going to live up to the stereotype. That goes for any co-curricular activity.
91. Girls are suckers for little animals, so if you have a dog, she will most likely go (: aww. Cos it proves to us you actually have a sensitive side. Don't ask me how, it just does.
92. We're not trying to betray you when we ask your guy friends advice on our relationship with you. They know you best, and we're probably only saying good things about you anyway.
93.When we go out, we don't always want to go see a movie. Change it up lets do something exciting (:
94. Poetry is always a plus(:
95. Girls always jump to conclusions, so don't act innocent unless you really are. And if your not you better have a good conclusion or were gonna assume the worst.
96. Don't make bets about us; we always find out.
97. Most girls are ticklish its cute when guys tickle us.
98. No girl just wants to be your "friend with benefits".
99. Its sexy when you grab our butts when you make out with us (:
100. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, go tell them. NOW. stupid ! (:

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